My Vision of Leadership


Personally, in my opinion, one of the hardest things in life is to reflect of what I have done objectively. People tend to overestimate themselves and often too blind or scared to see the reality. Dunning in Deangelis (2003) did some research regarding this self-overestimation issues and his finding describes two major roots of it, ignorance and performance estimates. And he says the only antidote to this issue is high-quality feedback. It does happen to me in figuring out what kind of a leader I am and I gathered some feedback from my colleague to find as accurate answer as possible.

At first I thought that I am a good democratic leader because I tend to put others interest above mine and I always think that I am motivated to influence others. However, after digging deeper through people’s opinion and of course trying really hard to be as honest as possible to myself, I found out that I am actually incompetent and nothing compare to others. I started to realize that I am quite indecisive, impatience towards inspiring others and even sometimes my self-interest is still over others. Leading people is not as simple as I thought it was. It is way more than just managing people; it is about your personal characteristics, value, integrity and vision (CIPD, 2009).

Hence, I feel that solely being a democratic is not enough because again it depends on the situation. The psychologist Dunning and Kruger define, the more you know the less you know and the more you know, the less you like it. Fortunately, it does not happen to me and surprisingly those feedbacks inspire me to be more honest to myself.

Afterwards, I started to dig deeper about my leadership style and someday Nelson Mandela and Bill Gates came across my research and since that day I realized that I want to be like them. Though, there is no best answer to which leadership style is the most efficient one but I completely acknowledge that every good leader should possess a Transformational leadership style.

Nelson Mandela inspired me through his dispositional authenticity, rare visionary and humbleness. As Jenlink (2014) says, moral authenticity is a powerful characteristic that defines your value and they way you behaves. Mandela acknowledged his imperfections of his wicked youth life but in fact, by doing that he became even greater because his integrity turned out to be clearer (Williams, 2013). During adversity, he still could see way beyond the struggle and convinced people that one day the best is yet to come. No matter what happen, he sticks to his vision. And above all, he never eager to claim his achievements and that what genuine leadership is.

Similarly, in business environment Bill Gates as an autocratic and transformational leader has inspired me that there is nothing wrong in becoming very decisive at some point as long as at the same time you always push people to become better. Through him I realized that autocratic leader is not just simply about ignoring people’s input but it is about reducing negativity and make the best out of everything. He always encourages people to innovate by requesting a new idea on regular basis but he also controls all activities within the company (Gilliard, 2014).

Throughout my research regarding leadership style, I started to appreciate the importance of vision, value and consistency. Leading people is not just simply about putting others interest first like what I thought before. It is also about a true understanding of yourself in order to find out the underlying reason of your vision and be consistent.

According to Kirkpatrick (2011), the formulation of visionary leadership is somewhat an art form that based on leader’s guts and insight of follower’s values. So now I recognize the basic of my own vision, not the exact vision as it depends on the circumstances; and it is about influencing others to make a difference by always putting others first and recognizing the importance of having a lifelong learning mentality. The leadership style that I want to pursue is the mix of transformational, autocratic and democratic. As I discussed before in my previous blog that none of any leadership style known as the most effective one as it depends on the situation.

Ultimately, at least now I know that I do not want to simply leading for the sake of certain projects as I know that life is way more precious than that. I want to be consistent in my life in regards to my integrity and vision, which later on those characteristics are going to decide my behavior. However, I realize my weaknesses in honest-self evaluation and becoming more decisive. Therefore, I keen to gather as many high-quality feedback as possible and build up my experiences and not to be fear of failure as Murphy in Rezvani (2014) states, your gut comes from the experience that you have built.

“Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life” – Sandra Carey


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  7. Williams, R (2013), Why Nelson Mandela Was A Great Leader, [Online] available at < > [5 April 2015]

9 thoughts on “My Vision of Leadership

  1. sherwin rahardjo says:

    it is very nice to believe that there is no single leadership style that perfect. However, the most important think that you should consider is you can’t always be a good leader in everything and be a leader need a big sacrifice.For me, I don’t care how’s your leadership style, but what is your legacy as a leader and how’s your successor use that legacy in the future? do you agree with that? For instance, Nelson Mandela is a great leader in reforming South Africa, however he was not a good leader in his family (a lot of chaos in his family (from divorce and most of his children fight each other for money and power)
    You can read not only transformational leadership, but sustainable leadership to support your understanding about leadership. Overall, it’s nice..


    • That is very interesting, to be honest I never thought of the point that no one cannot always be a good leader in every circumstances no matter how hard they try. And I completely agree with that, because perfection will never be exist and having the best team members in the world does not even guarantee a winning. So, as you said and as I have mentioned before in my previous blog (Leadership and ethics), a leader’s influence is what does matter to their follower not the result nor the consequences of their leadership because position is temporary while influence is eternity.

      And thank you for your suggestion, I think it is going to be an interesting knowledge!


  2. Gabriella Dhea says:

    Congratulation! That is the first thing that I can say because by admitting your weaknesses and discovering your fundamental vision, i think you are already on your way to be a decent leader.
    However, do you have any practical suggestion on how to be very honest to ourselves beside asking for feedback?

    Thank you


    • Thank you very much Gabriella, but I do not think I am good enough at the moment and still got a long way to reach that point. But again, thank you for your encouragement.

      In regards to your question, in my opinion, the thing that you can do is being very harsh to yourself and start comparing yourself with others in order to know your standard.

      Even though every person is in a different stage of development and to some degree, one another are not comparable but it is very useful to know what would you like to become in the future and that thing will motivate you to become better by getting to know more about your weaknesses. So you know what to improve, what actions need to be taken to achieve your goal.

      I hope it helps!


  3. Ellen Augustine says:

    It is very interesting to know people actually are digging deeper to find their underlying vision. I think I need to do that soon. However, I have some doubt regarding self-overestimation. Do not you think it is good in a way?


    • Yes it is very useful because it makes you more curious about yourself and I recommended you to do that anytime soon.
      And about your question, yes I do agree that self-overestimation is good in a way. It will increase your confidence. However, it needs to be seen very carefully because it could lead to underestimating others and the fear of knowing your weaknesses. So I think it is good for some circumstances, especially when you are in a competition mode. Nevertheless, for the longer-term and personal learning purpose, being honest is the key to understand and improve yourself.


  4. Karina Suryawinata says:

    Thank you for this article. Good presentation! Nelson Mandela is such an inspiration for many people. He could even lead and inspire people from behind the bar before he was appointed to be a president. He was abused mentally and physically but he still stood strong and tough after being released; he mentioned that being imprisoned gave him a decent time to think and grow as a person. As we know, leadership vision is an essential means for focusing attention on what matters most; what you want to accomplish in your life and what kind of leader you wish to be. You have mentioned a lot about what kind of leader you would like to be from this post, I am just curious about what do you want to accomplish in your life based on your present point of view? Do you mind to share us a glimpse of it?


  5. As I have mentioned above, influencing people to make differences will always be my interest. So, what I want to accomplish really is, no matter what happen in my life whether I am going to be a leader or a follower, when I look back into my life, I just want to see how much things I leave behind that affect or change people’s life.


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